First Post: 22nd Birthday Post ^_^
Jul. 10th, 2007 11:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aorinHehe... I was aiming to post up the first entry to my LJ on my birthday. But many things - an outing with friends, dinner party, cake blowing and a traffic jam - was in my way in completing this task. I just hope I managed to make it in time to finish this post before the clock inevitably strikes 12.
Oh, my birthday presents this year are... a few text messages and a bill for dinner which my friend footed on my behalf ::sighs:: Seems like presents these day are rather immaterial? Also, I've received a truly memorable present from my younger sister.
Well, she did say that money doesn't matter and it was the heart that counts.
Btw, do you know that chinese folks - especially those in my country - tend to celebrate their birthday twice. Once according to the Chinese Lunar calendar, while the other according to the normal calendar. Not that I receive double the presents, but I did get two cakes XD
Oh, my birthday presents this year are... a few text messages and a bill for dinner which my friend footed on my behalf ::sighs:: Seems like presents these day are rather immaterial? Also, I've received a truly memorable present from my younger sister.
Well, she did say that money doesn't matter and it was the heart that counts.
Btw, do you know that chinese folks - especially those in my country - tend to celebrate their birthday twice. Once according to the Chinese Lunar calendar, while the other according to the normal calendar. Not that I receive double the presents, but I did get two cakes XD
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Date: 2007-07-10 04:16 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-07-11 07:14 am (UTC)As for the wallpaper, I'm not sure if I'm proud or slightly peeved by the present but I think my feelings are slanted towards the earlier. I gave her a bear hug, and conveniently crushed her with it :D And I still think she's a tiny scrooge
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Date: 2007-07-11 05:47 am (UTC)I always pay for everything when my bday arrives, so a friend who foots the bill is <3.
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Date: 2007-07-11 07:23 am (UTC)Also, the weirdest thing that happened yesterday was that I ended watching a Korean horror movie at a friend's house. I swear it was on purpose, cause she knew very well that I get spooked easily and I would avert my eyes for half of the show. This is not the first birthday I spend watching a horror movie, in fact, it happens almost every alternative year. Why, I wonder?
Oh, the movie was called Ghost Cinderalla, and it was about a spirit who haunts and possess girls who had plastic surgery from this woman who had a daughter. Quite touching, actually ;)
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Date: 2007-07-11 02:07 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-07-11 08:47 pm (UTC)You have no idea how much I love your gift, and I'm touched, no wait, I'm more than touched... I'm... ::hugs again:: ♥ ♥
Words can't describe how I feel at the moment and I'm truly speechless. But sadly, it's 5am at my place, and I'm far too incoherent to write anything that would do you justice or to show my gratitude. I promise I'll reply you properly when my brain is less muddled tomorrow. Also, I'll reply all the back-logged post, so, brace youself for a heavy rain of post from me :D
Oh, I didn't know that we were the same age ::giggles:: XD
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Date: 2007-08-30 09:48 pm (UTC)Sorry took awhile to get here, but dinner called and I was the chef! XD
This banner is gorgeous by the way.
On the subject of King Arthur earlier, the film I was talking about was erm, none other than "King Arthur" XD
With Kiera Knightly. It didn't do well in the box offices, and my family (who are the worst critics) boo'ed it as well. I'm alright with it, but the Keira wearing that make-up out of the Jungle, looking like Sheena made me raise my brows.
As for what you said earlier on not liking the Bal/Ashe due to OOC most of the time - yeah, it can happen.
Because from what I've noticed, is that many writers can get Balthier down right - many! And that's in every pairing with him - slash or not. However, Ashe is the most difficult to accomplish in my opinion. I've seen it everywhere. Sometimes, it's reduced to another version of Rinoa/Yuna from FFVIII and FX-2,FX. Those characters are great in that fandom, but Ashe is trickier to do.
So, yeah I understand where you're coming from ^_^ And it's really hard in every fandom where even the most accomplished writer (who has written so many stories) can get characterization bad.
I've seen it everywhere. Even in the oldest fandom: HarryPotter, many writers have diverted to making, for example, Draco/Hermione or Draco/Ginny fics as Draco who is this bad ass gorgeous Spike-from-Buffy verse character, when he's not. He's a whiny, scared boy. But, that don't matter in a huge fandom like that. In smaller fandoms, it's harder to get away with it. XD
About our conversation on Noah/Pen story arc - ohh please do tell what you're going to do! If you ever have time, I'd love to see what you have as a set up.
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Date: 2007-08-31 05:29 pm (UTC)All right, King Arthur. Frankly, I didn't like it as much, even though they did mention that they tried to keep to the original history and not so much on the myth. But I guess, that made the show much more boring and less entertaining.
Hmm.. I have quite a different take on this OOC-ness. It wasn't so much of Balthier acting OOC but rather they made him too god-like, it comes across to me that he could do no wrong or neither would he be chastised for the things he did. Not matter how drastic his actions were, he always manage to come out unscathed and prove to everyone he was right, again. And that made him seem like a Gary Stu to me (which is bad, something similar to the Draco scenario you've mentioned). Things get worst, when they tend to downplay other characters and making them seem like fools just so that Balthier can seem smarter and witty.
As for Ashe, I admit she's no wilting flower, but my view on Ashe is that she's not as tough as she seemed. The tough upfront is pretty much her shield, while she actually weaker and often unsure deep down (But not to the extent of Yuna and/Rinoa) ^^ My justification is that she always seek out other people's opinion (and the Rasler's ghost) throughout the game, and those were her drive to go on. Otherwise, she seem reluctant to obliterate Archadia, and she didn't act on revenge in the end. From what I've read, most reader tend to make her too tough, unfeeling, harsh and doesn't mind sacrificing people for her own wants.
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Date: 2007-08-31 10:58 pm (UTC)Yeah, I love Excalibur, - that's a classic one.
Oh I see, I didn't think about that: Balthier being god-like. Perhaps I need to read more fics and find out. I never realized that in the Bal/Ashe fics.
I've always read Ashe as the complete opposite: sweet and unsure of herself. If anything, she's only vulnerable because of the position she's in: she's desperate. She seeks other people's aid because she is basically 'nothing' - no home, no country, no one, and only Vossler protected her. Which switched over to Basch naturally. I think what others misinterpret her feelings of being 'harsh' and 'cold', tough and all that - the way she acted to Vaan and crew, and to Basch. Maybe. But honestly, that's a stretch, because all through the game, she's mostly quiet - observing, but her mind is always alert, active. I never read anywhere that she would sacrifice people for her own wants.
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Date: 2007-09-02 04:39 pm (UTC)The fics commonly portray Balthier as being too over-achieving and hardly make mistakes, and even if he does, he always manage to weasel out of it. Maybe, it is just me, but once an author makes a charcter flawless, it turns me away from reading any further.
Oh... strange, the fics that I read about Ashe is that she always gets her way (unless it is with Balthier). In the beginning of the game, she's tough, almost mean towards those that disagree with her and others that she distrust. But as the game progress, I find that there were many moments when she's confuse, unsure, and seeks the opinion of other characters (for instance, when Vaan couldn't see Rasler, she had her doubts; her exchange with Reddas where she said that she wanted to protect Dalmasca and can't afford to fear anything). Well, it can be interpreted in many ways, but I perceive her as putting a tough front for the sake of her country but deep down, she's lonely and wants company. Also, she hopes that Dalmasca would return to how it was, but in the epilogue, many things have changed and she's on her own. And when I said sacrifice, it sort of meant that she consider her own wants to be more important to other people's.
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Date: 2007-09-03 02:54 pm (UTC)Ah yes. *chuckle* I sometimes see that in fics, though I need to read more of them - even the past fics that were written as I'm sort of new in this fandom.
But I think it's because many Balthier fans want their 'Balthier' to be invincible and full of god-like yumminess that they forget to actually deal in true characterization. It's perhaps not sexy to see a good-looking man - to their eyes - with flaws and (morning bad breath, moles, the side of weakness) and all that icky stuff. It's probably a turn off. XD
It's funny that many portray Ashe to fall victim and not get her way when it comes to Balthier. Haha.
Yes, as a great friend, she would see his knowledge and genuine concern as something to listen to. Same with the others. I do see her vulnerable inside, but she IS tough: she has to be. Plus, even Vossler who has known her for so long, more personally than the others - tells Basch that her Majesty does not abide weakness. But she does see the flaws and the strengths of her comrades - and therefore, she has grown because of that, internally.
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Date: 2007-09-05 06:34 am (UTC)How should I put it? Take Basch, while his patience is his best trait, it is also his downfall, and that gives him a good balance. Also Basch is very sound of mind and stable but sometimes its just too much and he ends up being a stick-in-the-mud. Or Gabranth, he's stubborn and over-protective of those he love, but if played well, it can either be his glory or doom. ;)
It is a matter of balancing the characters well... but Balthier always seem to good to be true for me :(
Rings very true, she IS tough, no questions about that. Though, I'd prefer to see her mellowed a little and be vulnerable (not so much on the surface, but when she's alone, she can be sad and weary). I want to see her emotionally strong but not manly tough and ruthless O_o
... why am I complaining when in my own fics, younger Ashe is tyranical and manipulative? Though, I toned down adult!Ashe... XP
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Date: 2007-09-05 11:59 am (UTC)Me? I enjoy having him in my party along with Basch when I use Ashe. XD But I find his way of handling the sword a bit off setting. He's fantastic at holding guns! And not bad with the bow/arrows.
But you're right: It makes the imagination less attractive. It isn't for the purpose of writing a novel where a writer can write true characterization. I think, perhaps, in many fandoms, it's more or less the god-like superiority of a man to fire up the rapid beating of a fangirl's heart. XDD: No matter, how unimaginative or Gary-Stu it may be. More or less, it's a form of idol-ship.
So - erm, that's my understanding.
You really are very clever with understanding the personalities of the FFXII characters, from their flaws to their strengths. Bravo on you. ^^
Basch can be a stick-in-the-mud, but he's actually not with Ashe, in my opinion.
It's with Ashe that he can actually stand up for himself, say clever and straight-forward things to her. Just like he can with his brother. It is with those two that I find his interactions to be most profoundly interesting.
Ah - you just updated! i shall have to take some time to read it sometime today. ^^
Oh, on your little Ashe, I do see her as manipulative and a bit conniving as a little girl, but with a good heart. Not overtly spoiled mind you. But she's brash, she's straight with people, and still kind. I think, with her exposure with common street people in the game, plus with sky-pirates/thieves, it has brought her to a deeper understanding that not everyone are cookie-cutters. Plus, the fact that she has lost everything beforehand.
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Date: 2007-09-05 12:07 pm (UTC)I noticed, in the game, if Fran and Balthier are in the party and if the other two die besides one of the mentioned, Fran or Balthier will revive their sky-partner first before the other.
I could be imagining things of course, but it has happened everytime. Hmmm.
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Date: 2007-09-07 09:11 pm (UTC)And yes, I agree with you that general fanfic is a form of idol-ship, because you only focus on the characters that appeals you best. For sure, no one would want to write about a boring, dull, ugly, nose-picking, blurping hero, right? Fans basically want to read about their favourite characters performing marvelous feats, and it doesn't matter much if the characters turns out to be Gary Stu. But for me, reading about Superman constantly does zone me out, which is why I grow tired of certain fandoms quickly, or I'll seek the secondary pairings instead. Like say, Noah/Pen, or occassionally dabble in Gabranth/Drace.
Heh, my party consists of Vaan, Ashe and Basch, though I keep all their levels consistent XD Once I've attained the brawn license, I drop my weapons and fought bare-handed most of the time (I was over-powered then, aside from rare hunts or side-bosses). I find the other 3 characters harder to control, also in games, I'm normally one for hack and slash. Oh, another reason I avoid controlling Balthier is because of his weird hip-swaying when he runs... or is it just me?
About Basch, I'm in agreement with you that he show his true colours before Ashe and Noah only, and he's not a pushover as most fic tend to portray him. With others, he always a maintain friendly and diplomatic relationship, and tend to abstain for interfering too much with their actions. Towards Ashe, he lets her have her way with him and guards her from the shadows, but he is concern about her well-being, and would be frank with her. For instance, he told her off that it was her duty to bear shame on the Leviathan, and he object to the idea of annihilating Archadia.
But what I like best about Basch is that he never fault either Ashe or Noah for their mistakes (unlike Balthier who would shake his head when she didn't destroy the shard, or Vaan who kept on questioning her), instead he tries to be a living guide for them and believe that they'll do the right thing. And as much as both of them try to deny his good intentions and treats him harshly, he is still obviously very important to them. (Noah always loses his cool whenever Basch is mentioned while Ashe treats everyone with indifference but was brutal to Basch only, if she'd cared less about him, she wouldn't even be bothered by his betrayal).
Also, I find Basch and Ashe relationship to be interesting and that there's more to the story behind the curtains. For one, Raminas entrusted the location of the Dusk Shard to Basch alone (when Vossler would have been a better choice since he was of noble birth while Basch was a commoner), and also, how on earth did Basch ever knew Amalia was Ashe immediately, since he was stuck in the pits for two years, when even Ondore didn't know. Something is brewing... SE just never confirmed it XP
Hehe... being the youngest of the Dalmascan pedigree and the only daughter would probably do that to anyone. Young Ashe is deadly, she knew that her baby charms are very effective and powerful, and will not hesitate to use it for her own benefit. Which is why, she dislikes Basch, cause partly he's immune to it and his appearance would lessen the effects.
On Fran and Balthier, I realize that they fought back-to-back during the battle with Vayne, and you are right, their pre-set gambits were to support one another (not random ally, but specifically their partners). By far, only Fran manage to curb Balthier's tongue and put him in his place, likewise Balthier was concern about Fran and defends her... when Vaan doubt Frans ability in the Nalbina dungeons, Balthier didn't sound too happy... of course, there were others, but their familiarity is quite touching, and I definitely agree with you that Balthier could be himself and does not have to put up a pretense before her.
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Date: 2007-09-08 05:44 am (UTC)And I'd like to say that the rest of your analysis of Basch/Ashe was simply fantastic. I know it's more or less, agreeing with me, but your topping it off was perfect. =)
As for playing the characters, I tend to have Vaan with Penelo all the time. I guess it is because they work so good together - their spunk and energy combined.
And with Fran, I'll have her switch to be with either party. Fran as a character to begin with annoyed me at first because of her 'oh the mist, the mist' but then she grew on me. And my first fanfic in FFXII was Fran's pov, 3rd. I normally use Basch,Balthier, Vaan as the "tanks"; however, on Fran, because I have her switch to and fro - she doesn't strike me to be proficient in one area.
All this discussion about the characters, well, no matter what, I really love them all. I know we have our personal favourites, and really, i try not to make it so obvious. ^^ But, even so, I could dislike writing about a certain couple at this point of time, but later, i find myself curious and wanting to try out different avenues.
though, like I mentioned to you last week, there's that bit of bias seeping in me towards the ashe/basch dynamics. =)
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Date: 2007-09-14 10:01 pm (UTC)I wasn't fond of Basch's general look before the release, just seem like another muscular bloke to me. In fact, I didn't think any of the characters looks particularly appealing (comparison to Cloud and Squall, mainly). Basch grew on me as time passed, his story with Noah was one of the things that kept me continuing the game.
On the contrary, I kept Basch because he's my meat shield, Ashe for magick and cure, while Vaan for speed and ease of control. I level my characters according to this manner, Basch -> Vaan -> Ashe -> Fran -> Balthier -> Penelo, alternating switching them one after another. It wasn't so much of favouritism over the character, but rather which team I find it easier to maintain and control. Penelo was placed last because she was the final character to join the party, and couldn't measure up to my other characters.
While I enjoy majority of the characters, I still have my favourites. Somehow, I'd wish I was less bias at times and accept them equally, in hopes that it wouldn't cloud my judgment. In my current state of mind, I doubt that would happen, but I might grow out of it eventually. For instance, I didn't hate Penelo but I didn't care much about her either, but things change along the way.
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Date: 2007-09-16 12:48 am (UTC)I've been re-reading some French Aristocrats/females who have contributed a lot of the "courtly love" theme. And ironically, since SE developed Ashelia's features to resemble close to having French leaning/ancestry, I can't imagine that this isn't some kind of coincidence. Frankly speaking, it's also where the Dalmascan Knights were formed.
I've been reading historical pieces to get my juices flowing on the subject, and to be inspired by the romantic background of its origin.
A Knight, chivalrous as the word implies, is a valiant soldier who is in love with the Queen. Loosely speaking, but as much as he is in love with the Queen, he is in love with what the Queen represents: the country in which he serves.
It is an impossible love, because the Queen normally belongs to the Lord he serves. And he therefore fights in honour of her attention. Very romantic based, and in a sad way, it's unfulfilled passionately. Because their path is pure, almost virginal.
But this isn't to mean that it's a path that demands chastity - the honour bound Knight is fighting for something higher than his own life, almost egotistic in a pure sense.
It's more or less a path that demands a single-minded loyalty and devotion, to one country: one woman.
wellll, sorry for that, I was just slightly inspired. I need to, to be so involved in this pair. ;)
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Date: 2007-09-16 01:22 am (UTC)Earlier, I meant to add * Dalmascan Knights were formed - Under Ashelia's kingdom. ;)
So, erm, the men in the Dalmascan line must have had their queens chosen then?
Ok, well, as I tried to explain earlier, mess it up, and pardon moi for the err. The Queen for example, has the title of both King and Queen, she is the 'king' of her country, so she doesn't have the power to pronounce her would be husband to be "king," therefore, he would be titled, "Prince."
As for a King, what I meant to say, is that he has the power to pronounce his would be bride "Queen," even if she is not of noble birth. Since he has the authority, the woman, like the Guinevere in Arthur is called a Queen.
But in cases, like Ashelia's situation: She cannot name her husband King. I know it sounds a bit strange, but that's how it is.
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Date: 2007-09-30 04:44 am (UTC)To me, it would be an insult to women if those man-candy Dalmascan knights weren't laid once or twice or thrice, if I had my way. They are knights, not monks, it's not like they have to practice celibacy, right? I swear if these manly looking knights didn't have a fanclub or two in Rabanastre, then it may have been a proper course of action if Vayne had demolished Dalmasca for good cause those blind girls doesn't deserve to live XD
OH~~ Looks like someone have been really hardworking recently. But yes, what you've said summed up the workings of the 'Courtly Love' theme practiced by knights in history.
For my case, I'm not very well-versed in the medieval period, but when I plotted out 'Courtly Love', I did some reading and research of my own. It's been so long ago, but if there's one point that stood out to me is that this theme is the prescribed the courtly ettiquette between knights and the ladies, where the ladies often inspires the knight to perform great feats and deeds. While, he does it because he craves her attention and to win her favour, even if he knows that their relationship wouldn't be consummated and remain ideal.
Basically, I would think that is what Basch practices in the game itself, but only on the surface. Somehow, there seemed to be more emotional investment for him, when it comes to Ashe, and he sees her more than just a symbol that represents the country that he loves.
Though, personally, I had another reason for choosing this as the title for the story. First of all, majority of the story takes place in the past within the Dalmasca royal courts, and it deals with how Basch and Ashe behave to each other and the development of their relationship. While it is not neccesarily loyal to the definition of 'Courtly Love' but there are some references to the idea.
Secondly, even if I haven't written this part yet, another huge theme for the story revolves around tournaments. Historically, there's where the knights uses the opportunity to fight for his lady's honour, to gain themselves favour by showing their prowess, also job prospects and a form of competition. But, in Basch's case, he does it to honour Ashe and to show his affection, one of the only few ways he knows how. Come to think about it, even if the main focus of the story is from Ashe's POV, but ultimately it was Basch's actions that is more loyal to the title itself. O_o Strange?
Even more stange regarding the fact that the Queen regnant can't name her consort as the King, while the King regnant can pronounce his consort as Queen. Sexist in nature or just to avoid confusion? I suppose Ashe is the first Dalmascan queen in story, but this probably applies to her as well. But I was confuse with the differences between King-consort and Prince-consort. Is this just a matter of styling the title to their preferences or it would deviate for different individuals. For instance, if Ashe chooses Basch, who is a commoner, would he be styled prince-consort or king-consort? Or if she chooses Al-Cid, who is a high-born of Rozarria, would he be indusputably named King-consort?
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Date: 2007-10-07 04:38 pm (UTC)I have to agree with you about Rasler. I saw that many fangirls thought he was pretty. He’s alright, but too childish looking, although – I must admit when he spoke, it was beautiful: masculine enough but not too harsh. The voice of a man/boy whatever, really makes the character. Can you imagine placing a high pitched girly voice into Basch? Absolutely stomach churning and laughable. And although I’ve decidedly fallen in love with Balthier before I even played the games, he’s not exactly very interesting to me these days.
You know, Basch would by his lady’s side if he hadn’t given a promise to his brother. Naturally, it is also for the Empire, because it being such a large chunk of Ivalice, politics there effects those of neighbouring countries. And seriously, how long does Larsa need protection? Not much longer if he decides to find another protector or when he reaches of age, and when he marries. I don’t rightly know how Lord Gramis had chosen his wife, because she’s not in the picture at all, or even mentioned. It’s always about the boys of the family, or the men in the Solidor line.
I think that, with Lady Ashe, she’s the last of her kind, and fics that will have her marry, would probably have her either with Al-Cid, or maybe Larsa when he’s older. If in all seriousness, she is supposed to marry Larsa for the sake of leaving a legacy to pass on, it’d be almost like the Anakin Skywalker and Padme wedding (they being age wise apart); but Anakin was a trained Jedi – not a ruler of a country.
Isn’t it interesting how the creators perhaps subconsciously placed Lady Ashe as the female who can either be distinguished with many aspects of being paired with all the male characters. In some form or another?
The only thing that really surprised me with FFXII, was the ending where Penelo mentions Ashe misses Basch. That was a huge surprise. Because, all through the game, you don’t get a sense of pairing with anyone. And I heard that its been mentioned perhaps by square enix that the romance would be complicated. If so, how complicated can it be? And the only indication that would lead to a supposed pairing is the mention of Ashe only missing Basch. There’s no mention of her missing anyone else. She’s spent all that time with all of them on their journey, yet, her longing was to have the Knight by her. Yes, the length of time was a year, and I’m assuming that Penelo, Vaan, and even Basch had been able to visit through out that year.
As for the sky pirates: Fran and Balthier, it took them an entire year to actually show up. I wonder what the hell were they doing? :D As for Queen Ashe, if she chooses a commoner to marry, and though, he possesses a title – properly respected and considered a ‘sir’, for a Knight, he would still have the title, Prince. As for Al-Cid, he’s royalty, but he’s not a Prince, or a King in his country. The thing with Larsa, he’s an Emperor, and that title would bring Ashe “Empress.”
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Date: 2007-09-14 10:17 pm (UTC)There are a few scenes which indicate that Ashe cares about her ex-retainer more than a liege should, and while it is not explicitly romantic, it definitely was better than what the original game has to offer:
1) Basch and Ashe joins your party during Chapter 8 when you return to Ivalice from Lemures. In this FMV, Ashe smiled at Basch who smiled back at her. Apparently, Basch had joined Ashe on the Leviathan (which was the Ashe's queen brigade), and together they both greet Vaan and party. Also, later, Basch told the party that someone was waiting for them at the Dalmasca Westersand. The party arrived to find Larsa there, it seems that Basch and Larsa both arrived in Dalmasca but Larsa decided to remain on land, while Basch and Ashe went on to retrieve your party. Is it me, or is there some matchmaking by the little emperor again?
2) There was a river bay scene, they were talking about politics and after a while, Ashe said that Basch didn't change and ask what he thinks about the current her. To which, Basch replied that she's a responsible person and that her wishes and the people's wishes are same. She then turn around and thank him for his honest answer.
3) There's a scene where Basch takes on the Judge of Wings head on alone, and Ashe shouted his name in anxiety. She screamed Basch immediately when she saw him in danger, and after some exchange of sword blows, the entire party would gather and the battle ensues.
4) Once, Ashe saw a massacre of Aegyls and she went weak on the knees. Basch moved forth to catch her, held her and told her that if she falters and avert her eyes now, she'll only find darkness ahead. She nod, stood up and turn to face the challenges before her.
5) Before the final boss battle, Vaan kneeled down before Ashe solemnly and swore that he'll do his best to protect the Queen. Basch raised his sword, and told Ashe to be careful as this well-behaved and chivalrous Vaan might be an impostor. Ashe jokingly told Basch that he should be the last person to make such a comment (probably refering to the earlier fiasco and him impersonating his bro). Vaan then stood up, and said that it's a good thing that Ashe laughs as frowning all the time would only increase wrinkles. Ashe sounded mildly insulted, and Basch laughed as well. I love this scene, because it shows the familiarity between them, and how comfortable Ashe is with Basch. She laughed at his lame attempt at jokes, and that shows that Basch could unwittingly make her happy.
6) The ending, after the final battle, Ashe turns around and smiles at Basch (note the expression on my icon), then Balthier and Fran went to the cockpit to fly the Strahl. Ashe remained on the deck, standing near to Basch.
7) Credits, there were images similar to the credits of FFXII, but it shows the aftermath of FFXII: RW. Ashe was gazing sadly at the sky, while Basch was behind her walking towards Larsa with a smile on his face, and Larsa seemed really happy, only Ashe seemed unhappy .While some interpret that she was still pining for Balthier or thinking about her past, I disagree with it. Throughout the game, she gave advice to the other characters to let go of their past and look to the future, as for Balthier, the ending showed him with Fran, and that he finally came in terms with his past (he was visiting his father's grave). Besides, they practically made Bal/Fran canon with all the interactions between them. I presume, Ashe's sadness was due to loneliness and that Basch wouldn't remained by her side.
Therefore, sum up, even if SE didn't officialize this pairing, they stop short of confirming this pairing, but I would say that they made it quite clear how close their relationship were :)
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Date: 2007-09-16 12:29 am (UTC)It's interesting how Ashe asks Basch for his opinion. OH god, how she has come to honour his thoughts more so than most people. Asking him about how she is in his eyes.
I want to knock Basch over the head fondly myself. XD He should have gone up to her, held her hand and said, "Your Majesty, if I may..." And gives her that look that he can attempt sexily if he wished it. haha.
Ashe is definitely lonely. Poor woman. She has a lot of responsibilities and so does Basch. The two are so fulfilled in their roles, that their distance just makes it all the more unbearable. Gasp. That was the silent shipper in me ;)
I've noticed this a lot with classical romance in the Japanese sense. Or maybe it's just the background romances of main character's whose parents are always apart. Not apart in which they're divorced or anything like that, but in which they are distanced because they have other responsibilities to attend to. And their coming together is so bittersweet. Sometimes, comical because of the tension.
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Date: 2007-09-30 03:18 am (UTC)Haha, I'm so glad that was the one scene that stood out among all. About that scene, Ashe's line to Basch: You didn’t change. What do you think about… the present me? appear in RW: Trailer 7 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyJ50RzVBmg), a while back. I wrote a translation for it, and posted it everywhere with the propaganda of influencing people...! Eck! But I swear I was very loyal to the original text, and literally translated it word by word. Take an example:
My translation - Ashe: If you’re going to mess up this country... I will protect it.
SE translation - Ashe: If you will bring turmoil to my kingdom... I will defend it.
Well, at least I've gotten the basic structure right ^^;;
How I wished that had actually happened, cause that will totally knock Ashe off her shoes? XD When I first saw that line in the trailer, I had a discussion with some people and we agree that if it were some other pairing, it would have been personal and hinting towards a romantic notion. But since, it is Basch and Ashe, most likely it would turn out to be some political discussion. We even concluded that even if Ashe were suggesting it as a personal question, Basch would probably give her an unromantic answer and start preaching about duties and responsibilities.
In the end, we decided anything would be fine, as long as Basch didn’t went up to her suddenly, held both her hands and said, “Your majesty, if I may be allowed to speak my heart freely. I… think you’ve gained weight.” Then Ashe would surely push him into the river, armour and all.
But yes, it is interesting how much she weights his opinion compared to other, almost like she wants to make him proud of her. And it is simply adorable that she chose to share her fears with him, a man that she held in contempt for so long, but now, values his opinions more than anyone else. It’s quite sad that even if she has everything she fought for during the game and with Dalmasca prospering, she’s still lonely. Why I wonder? I’m sure she’ll find company easily if she wants to, Vaan and Pen is still there, but Pen did say that Ashe drifted away from them instead of the other way around due to duties.
In the epilogue, I find it sweet that she obviously misses him, but for appearance’s sake, she keeps herself away from him. Like she’s almost shy to let him know her feelings, because she doesn’t want to burden him or she thought he left her for Archadia.
I trust this to be a cultural and social norm for Asian. I come from a chinese family, and there's something like a hierachy system in the family, with each of us assigned to different roles and responsiblities, and we are expected to perform to it. It’s hard to explain, but even as a family, we are expected to understand why each of us play our parts, and no questions asked. Our relationship can be seen as distant and uncaring, but notably, there's also some deep understanding that binds the family together.
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Date: 2007-08-31 05:30 pm (UTC)Basically, the story begins one month after Dalmasca regain its independence and Basch was stuck in his brother's armour assessing reports. He was feeling rather miserable (after being buried by work) and Noah put the cheery on the icing by sending his current caretaker back to Basch. So, Basch was stuck with the job of getting Noah another nurse (a thankless job because 1) There's no one he could trust in Archadia with the secret of switch identity 2) There's no one in Dalmasca that would take the job 3) No one wants to take care of a cranky blind ex-JM ^^)
It so happens that Penelo (and Vaan, but he wasn't around then) happen to drop by for a short visit, and Basch found the answers to his prayers. After much begging, cajoling, kicked-puppy eyes and some serious conversation (with the help of the young emperor), Penelo caved in - partly out of respect, out of kindness, out of friendship and out of pity - and agreed to take the job of caring for Noah for a period of 6 months (enough for Basch to settle down and get another victim).
And, off they went to a small town at the borders of Archadia where Noah is currently residing. So that's how Penelo and Noah met, and the battle of sexes began between them ^^ Noah was outright determine to get rid of this young perky girl who is invading his private space, and Penelo (having made a promise to Basch) was not about to back off and have him order her around. It's pretty much Noah making demands and being generally difficult, and Penelo not sucuumbing to them, and remain a firm nurse with a gentle touch. (For instance, Noah expects her to address him with honorifics because he is older while Penelo calls him 'Uncle Noah' just to spite him). Er... other things would include some painful sponge baths, spoon-feeding of very spicy food, holding hands and supporting exercise, and lots of sarcastic bantering between them.
Both of them end up pressing each others buttons all the time, but finally learn to first, tolerate, then trust and care for one another, and love comes eventually with both of them denying how they truly feel. Noah was too proud to admit while Penelo was having a hard time accepting that she had fallen for the enemy.
Of course, without doubt, lots of conflict were thrown in such as trying to get Noah out of his shell and to understand that being blind is not the end of the world, and stop mistrusting Penelo (of course, there's some brother bonding with Basch). While Penelo had her own demons to deal with as well, such as truly coming to terms with her past, and to decide what she wants to do with her future. And when their relationship had finally taken another step (meaning rolling on the same bed) and with Noah recovering from the blindness. Penelo suddenly left, and Noah was out to find out why ^^
If you are still curious, I can fill in more of the blanks, I presume that the first arc of the fic would be around 20 Chapters, and I even have a planned sequel as well (but that would be much later). One more thing, the story is called 'Love is Blind' ^^
PS: Sorry for the ridiculously long post -.-|||
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Date: 2007-08-31 11:04 pm (UTC)Just reading this makes me want to finish my Noah/Pen theme set. Perhaps I will.
The title of the fic very much fits. And sure, keep me informed some more. I'm always up to read more of this story. =)
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Date: 2007-09-02 07:00 pm (UTC)And I really think you should finish that fic whenever time agrees with you. For sure, I want to read more of it. Penelo and Noah may sound like an utter crack pairing from an insane mind, but under the right circumstances, this couple can be pretty adorable XD
Within the 6 month period, the first 2 months were focused on them trying to get along and attempting not to kill each other in their sleep. For instance, Penelo is not a good chef (the food is actually edible, even if it might look horrendous) and most of the things she cook are Dalmasca flavoured (meaning, super spicy and tends to burn taste buds). On the other hand, Noah who is not used to this style of cooking would mock her culinary skills, and he's quite choosy when it comes to food (he never drinks the Alraune juice that Penelo purposely blends for him, which pisses her off because it is suppose to be good for his eyes). Not to mention, in comparison to Penelo, Noah is a much better cook (because he's a bachelor in Archadia and with his experience of caring for his sick mother when he was younger), so he tends to show off a little and bugs her in the kitchen (more than once, Penelo came close to throwing the butcher knife at his head). He never praised and even appreciated her skills for 6 months, but he realize he misses her cooking after she left ^^
In the 3rd month, Penelo's demons came to her (when the weather turns bad and there were frequent thunderstorms). In this fic, Penelo's parents were killed before her on a thunderstorm night by a Judge, therefore, she has a phobia against the sound of thunders (generally, it doesn't affect her when she's in Dalmasca cause it hardly rain there). So, after hearing Penelo screaming like a banshee, Noah took the trouble to comfort her (like an older brother), and allowed her to sleep over in his room. Being Noah, he wasn't about to offer his bed and sleep on the floor, but he did tell her that she can share his bed. And Penelo (who is still terrified of the thunder), took one far corner of the bed but ends up curling next to him and holding his hand the next morning ^^
After this incident, Penelo decided that Noah is not Satan incarnate, and he can actually justify himself being related to Basch. And it is quite hard not to feel attracted to Noah, once she put some meat into his body and gave him a full shave and proper hair cut (she thank whatever greater being out there for the fact that Noah doesn't see her blushing). As for Noah, he's still sharp tongued towards her but it is more of teasing. He came to enjoy her company and liked to hear her constant chattering; it draws him away from darker thoughts (such as killing Drace and the other inhuman things that he has done). Of course, by then, he realizes that all that Penelo had done for him was for his own good (e.g: she would make sure that the furniture in the house is placed for his convenience, the Alraune juice, she mends his clothes, and etc). Besides, he felt so pleased when Penelo made him a birthday cake, but not so pleased when Penelo invited Basch along ^^
In the 4th month, Penelo and Noah realizes their feelings for each other were something special after the May Day festival (this section is long, with Penelo being opted to be the Queen of May and Noah succeed in leading the town to steal the Maypole from their opponents and regaining their honour - he might be blind, but he is still a tactician and a strategist). Basically, they shared their first kiss on May Day itself and their relationship became awkward. At this point, there was a lot of growing sexual tension between them which leads to the 5th month.
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Date: 2007-09-02 07:00 pm (UTC)Back at home, miserable Noah was itching to kill something and pacing around the house. He understood very well that Penelo had no obligations to stay and even if she leaves it shouldn’t matter so much to him. And when it began to pour, he assume that she wouldn’t be returning that day, upset and angry, he went around the house shutting the windows and accidentally hurting himself. Just then, Penelo came back, all wet and freezing from the rain, but instead of changing, she cared for his wound first. Somehow, Noah felt relieved and contented to have her back… and in the stormy night, a burst of emotions overtook them and the UST for an entire month… you know the rest ^^
Should I continue…?
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Date: 2007-09-03 01:22 pm (UTC)And yes, Noah/Pen does sound like an utter crackfilled! pairing. But hey - anything can be done with some imagination.
I find personally, that I can work Noah's personality more with Penelo - perhaps creating intensity and chemistry. If that makes any sense, because with his brother paired with Pen - it lacks the luster for me. Noah is erm....difficult. So with that, it provides more characterization, and therefore, the clash of Pen's personality and his can be quite invigorating to read.
If you would like, yes, that would be nice if you have time to continue. Although - I feel rather guilty to have you go on when after all, it'd be better if you wrote out the fic! ^^
And yes, I'll finish my Noah/Pen theme set; thank you for the encouragement.
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Date: 2007-09-05 07:52 am (UTC)I can't believe that I actually like this pairing, they don't even share a single interaction throughout the game, unless you consider the part where Gabranth slayed my party (Penelo included DX) when he's a boss. But yes, with proper reasoning, they can be turned into a match made in
heavenhell XDPenelo and Basch is... mundane, partly because there wouldn't be much conflict between them, and they'll be all polite and understanding towards each other. Noah, on the other hand, is such a match for Penelo, and I have no doubt, with her fear and disdain for him (killing Reks and Ashe's dad), she wouldn't hesitate to throw a boot at his head, if need be, still, she's a sweet girl deep inside, and as murderous as she can get, she'll still bandage him up after all the stabs XD
Yes, put simply, he being difficult makes his character colourful.
Don't worry, I'm free now and admittedly, whatever that turns out in the fic might be slightly altered from this backbone. Also, because I want your opinion on the 6th month insertion, I'm dreadfully nervous if that section can be deem plausible. So, here goes:
After their wild first night (oh god, I'd never written smut in my life but it was too hard to let pass, Penelo being a virgin was a complete loss at what to do while Noah, being blind didn't fare to well either, and he aimed to impress XD). Both of them woke up the next morn to a loud banging at the front door. Penelo was all self-conscious, shy and worrisome while Noah was feeling magnificently pleased with everything (meaning his exertions, the beautiful virgin on his bed, also the unwind of tension and what they shared now).
It turns out Vaan was at the door and he shared a breakfast with the couple (Vaan didn't know what happened between them but he was unnerved to see Noah acting civil to him and it spooked him even more when the ex-JM was looking vainly smug XD). Noah was all jolly until Vaan asked Penelo if she packed her bags and leaving with him that day. Penelo drew Vaan aside, declined politely and Vaan wished her luck and said that he'll pick her up in Archadia in another month once her term is up. Penelo remained silent.
After Vaan left, Noah confronted Penelo about Vaan and was relieved to find out that she's not leaving (he still doesn't know about the 6 months contract). At first Penelo was conflicted about their liason, but soon accepted what they have now between them. They had a blissful month (the best that both had in years) until the last day of the 6th month.
That night (another stormy night!), Penelo was busy penning a letter to Basch to tell him that she'll extend her stay with Noah (blushingly madly, and tried to skate around the details), but before she can finish, Noah persuaded her to join him in bed. After their coupling, Noah confessed (he was brooding and Penelo ask him to share what's in his mind) an evil deed of his past, he told her that two years ago on a similar night in Dalmasca, he executed a couple before their child. And he felt that destroying the young girl's life was one of the worst things he had ever done since the couple were merely prisoners. Penelo was thunderstruck when she realized that Noah was the man who killed her parents, she was traumatized back then and couldn't remember the Judge clearly. But with Noah's retelling of the story, everything pieces itself and she realized that she has fallen in love with her parent's murderer and slept with him.
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Date: 2007-09-05 12:35 pm (UTC)What I love about Ashe/Basch is just that: their difficulties of their situations. It has always been thus, from the time Rasler died, to the time of his imprisonment, to Ashe's hiding from her country and people. Their difficulties are so profound and interesting to come together. She's forgiven him, yes, but I bet he struggles with what he has to do: to keep his dying brother's wish, and a country (Dalmasca) he loves, and a Queen he loves. Yes, love.
But, in Basch's life, all of his sufferings have led him away from those he has loved: his mother, his brother, and now this. That's why it's quite interesting and so noble of his character. He is truly the embodiment of unselfishness in many ways. I love that! At the same time, because of this, he can be easily picked on by the harbingers of strife. And he still can walk away innocent in the end. He has these flaws that can make his loved ones angry, and one in which I want Ashe to hit him over the head lovingly.
I'm quite amazed at your plot so far. It's good!
Ok, let me go over with some parts for you:
Where they make love, Pen being a virgin and Gabranth being blind - it's good that its not this overwhelming fantastic experience at first. And maybe, because Noah isn't used to being blind yet, ^^ he's a fumbling idiot. Although, honestly, even with the limited amount of sexual experiences Noah may have encountered, he's still pretty damn good at it.
As for the -wow- surprised bit of news on Pen's parents. That would really put the shocker into the already difficult relationship. -whew- you sure know how to insert conflict indeed.
I can see where Pen would go to find understanding - to Vaan, her best friend and childhood playmate. Perhaps also - asking Basch as well. As for their last night in which they share love, it is very possible. Especially since they have strong feelings for each other. Are both physically and mentally, emotionally attracted, and viola'! you have two people who want to share a physical relationship. And the background where the sound of rain and thunder highlighting the event just makes it all sweeter. That's what you're asking right? ^^
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Date: 2007-09-09 06:25 am (UTC)Ashe/Basch gives me joy in places in which I don’t understand. They seem to be meant for each other, but everything in the world is against their union. Bringing themselves together wouldn’t be a picnic, it’s not only about receiving consent from their allies and general public (which is their first priority), but also to overcome all the emotional and mental barriers between them. While honour and duty is their creed, it is the same object that draws them apart as well. Though, I truly believe that what he does for his queen is not solely out of fealty, but it was made out of the love of a man for a woman. One line that I remember clearly is “I have someone more important to defend and defend her I have”, he could have made a general statement instead of stressing on Ashe individually. I found this avowal very romantic, and touching.
Heh. Deep down, I think Basch is a little masochist, and would rather have himself suffer the agonies of war and strife than allowing his people and those he love be harmed. I agree with you that while he doesn’t realize it, this attitude of his would break the hearts of his love ones unwittingly. But I find it strange that some fics drew Basch as a brutal young man who abandon his own twin and mother when Landis was conquered. I, for one, don’t believe this notion (though, I understand it is highly possible), because he wouldn’t even give up Dalmasca after it has fallen and when he heard the Ashe had committed suicide. Let alone; desert his own kin when they need him the most.
Noah is used to being blind, and by the 5th month he's actually recovering his eyesight slowly (he's able to distinguish light and see fuzzy images but he still didn't know how Pen looked like). When he was struck down by Vayne, the impact caused him to lose sight, and all this while, he has been putting pressure on himself which makes his recovery difficult. But after he spends time with Penelo, he loosens up and dwell less in morbid thoughts, his health turn for the better.
Well, Noah has certain hidden talents and sufficient sexual experience, but blindfolded sex is still a task (he doesn’t want to hurt her), and he won’t know if Pen is enjoying it cause he couldn't see her, he had to rely on his other senses to guide him. Both of them were nervous but they wanted it badly, and while it wasn't the best sex, they did manage to ravish each other, and knew something special has passed between them.
I'm worried on the conflict about Pen's parents, and I hope it doesn't sound too stretched and coincidental. Remember, in the earlier part of this fic that Pen has a fear of thunderstorms? That wasn’t written by whim, and was purposely plotted for Pen and Noah to grow closer together and also for this section. But there’s actually more to the story.
Their first night and last night were painted with a milieu of lightning and thunder. If possible, I don’t want sex to be conducted under the influence of lust, but rather it strings from a stronger emotion. It is easy for a man like Noah to be sexually interested in a beautiful girl, but he doesn’t know how pretty she is (he barely remember the young girl in Basch’s party), therefore his desire for her stem from his genuine love and protectiveness over her. As for Pen, she love this man for all his mistakes, vices and virtues, even after knowing he killed her parents. She knows that if she stayed, her change of demeanour would led to the exposure of the secret, and that knowledge would hurt Noah more. He was recovering and learning to accept his past mistakes, revealing that his doing had destroyed her family is more than enough to throw him back into his shell. And even if they share a physical relationship, till then, Noah had not spoken any promises of eternity after he recovered, she thought that it would be best if she just disappeared (in the beginning she left out of grief, but it was also out of love) and never see him again. Though, when she left that last night, she unknowingly took something with her too ^^
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Date: 2007-09-11 12:11 pm (UTC)Although, yea, it's not always a sappy/all smiles happy kind of ending. (I kind of lean towards those bittersweet endings. But love happy endings) I need to see conflict, suffering, emotions, not just cookie cut outs, to inflict that kind of roller-coaster that the character is going through. It may not always be a wild ride, but it's fun, it's a journey and it's worth it in the end.
So you pretty much have a very good grasp of what's going to happen with Noah/Pen. I can't wait! =)
And yes, Basch is such a masochist. XD I love him to death. I need to write more on him, soon. But with Ashe of course. (gotta finish that in-game Omega hunt and other hunts I plan with those two) With all this discussion on Noah/Pen, I'll write out the rest of the themes up until the end of the game-verse. (since it's more or less based game-canon, and not AU)
I'm glad to have this intelligent and lengthy discussion with you. Oh, before I forget - you mentioned the Revenant Wings game last time. And there were Basch/Ashe moments. Forgive me for a moment, but: -squeals-!
Ok, now that's over with, can you fill me in on what's between those two in the game? I know SE is stingy on the romance in FFXII, yet, heard that FFXII:RE had more.
As for Pen's parents and the heavy conflict that she feels, I think it's another good set up. It may sound coincidental; however, I've found even in real life situations that things are always coincidental around us - we may not notice it, like be aware, but it's not too far of a stretch.
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Date: 2007-09-23 02:28 am (UTC)Heeh. While I do consider writing fanfics to be a good practice and pastime, but I doubt I'm cut for real publication. In some way, writing fanfic is pretty much self satisfaction for me, but the lack of proper writing skills makes it difficult. And yes, can you just imagine if a reader went through say 30 chapters only to find the story ends in tragedy? To the readers, it is such a blow to find that all didn't end well, while it seems like such a waste of time for the writer to plot all the conflicts, barriers, to overcome them only to end the story in sorrows.
Yes, I side with bittersweet ending (esp. for multi-chaps), a happy ending where the pairing works hard to achieve. But I do not favour happy endings where it seems abrupt and forceful. Commonly happens with wedding endings where everyone accepts their union, while the love rival suddenly found another interest. You get me?
Er. Simply put, yes, I do know where and how far would Noah/Pen go. But it is how to send them there in the most plausible way. Will try to figure that out ASAP. Also, I was lurking around in 1sentence and I notice a claim by you for Noah/Pen, just want to let you know that I’m looking forward to reading it.
And here goes, the final part of the fic (I would like to apologize for the 6 -8 email alerts that you are about to receive ^^;;):
I forgot to add:
Date: 2007-09-26 01:19 am (UTC)Oh yes, I'll be working on that too, perhaps soon. I have done half, but I'm so frustrated at the way I word it that it's driving me nuts. Then, I go ahead and do another claim for another fandom. Go me! XD
But yes, I'll definitely write that out, and I'm ashamed that I haven't finished that Pen/Noah set either, but rest assured, it'll get done.
Anyway, fangirling here at your plot. It'll be a pleasure to read a pairing that is, well, probably considered too cracked up to write. But it sounds really good.
Re: I forgot to add:
Date: 2007-10-04 03:28 pm (UTC)Funny how 50 sentences can send you tearing out your hair to complete them ;D
About this story, I finally come to a point where I just give up on improvising it and just write whatever that comes to me (if I want to get anything done ^^;;). Before I plotted this fic, I pretty much label this pairing as impossible, crack-laden and an insane idea. Then, the plot bunny attack, and now, I completely in love with the idea of Pen/Noah. In a sense, cheery!Penelo VS stoic!Noah makes me giggle XD
Speaking of which, it did cross my mind to attempt Noah/Ashe for 1sentence. Not as a romantic pairing, though. But more of a general view of both characters, and what are the possible interactions they might have in-game. One thing for sure, they didn't exactly explain what happened to Ashe when she was captured by the Archadians, so that vague period could be taken into consideration. But still, one thing at a time, first XD
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Date: 2007-10-04 07:22 pm (UTC)Good! I hope you do write it all out. Just keep going and then return to it to see for any inconsistencies, or things you need to add, etc, since it's going to be a pretty epic fic. Can't wait!
You know I had thought about Ashe with Gabranth before I came into the fandom: it was the pairing I was going to go for before I wrote out the Pen/Noah sets. But, because I was into the Ashe/Balthier and Basch/Ashe, I felt that it was too much on our Lady Ashe. XDDD. I always figured Penny's easier to write with Vaan. (they're so much fun)
If I can encourage you, I would love to see a sentence set of Noah/Ashe if you have the time. If not, that's cool. If I can do it, and have the inspiration - I'd write them out as well. I have to finish my 2 sets first at the community before I claim Noah/Ashe. XDD.
On aside, it's quite crack if I went for romance with that couple.
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Date: 2007-09-23 02:29 am (UTC)The hunt for his true love went all around Ivalice (Pen with Vaan went from Dalmasca, to Phon Coast, and lots of other places doing odd jobs and hunting marks). Finally, after a mad wild-goose chase, he found out that Pen might turn up at Balfonheim port for its yearly carnival – something like the Feast of Fools, as if Vaan would ever miss that – so he rushed over. Poor dude had a hard time finding Pen, partly because he don’t know how she looks like (Basch wasn’t with him, neither does he have picture, so you can guess how terrible it was for him). Luckily, he met some old acquaintance, B’gamnan who was grumbling about Vaan and the girl with him (yeah, the mean lizard doesn’t even remember Pen’s name). He literally strangled Vaan and Pen’s location out of B’gamnan, who told them that he saw the both of them heading towards the town square. Noah went there only to find a huge crowd, and was ready to return and drag the lizard with him when he heard a familiar tune (the one that Pen performed on May Day). Look up, he saw an attractive young dancer perform belly dancing (with Pen’s outfit in the epilogue) on the platform. This girls’ physique fits the description, and somehow in his heart, Noah knew he found his girl. Pretty
dumbstrucklovestruck actually, he heard from the villagers that Pen is a beautiful girl, and for her to be chosen as the Queen of May, she can’t be hideous. But he never expected her to be enchantingly lovely.Pen, on the other hand, nearly fell off the stage (figuratively) when she saw him scrutinizing her among the crowd. But she figured that he might not recognize her, and tried to remain calm, as soon as the song ended, she hopped off the stage and ran for her life. Obviously, Noah was not about to let her run off again, he caught up with her and confronted her, in which she denied ever meeting him. Rikken (Reddas’s crewman) came up and demanded that Noah shouldn’t bother the girl, and when he forcefully pulled Noah away, the fuming Judge manhandled Rikken by twisting his arm. This led to Pen to grab Noah’s arm and shouted at him to stop hurting the man, inadvertently calling his name. Sneaky Noah just turned around and told her that he had not introduced himself yet, and Pen realize the cat was out of the bag.
So, both of them ended up in one of the taverns where Noah enquired about her well-being and other stuff. When he asked why she left, she plainly told him that she doesn’t want to be with him (1/2 truth), and that whatever they had was a spur of the moment, and that their relationship would lead to no where. She added that Vaan was able to provide her with comfort that Noah never could and that she’s happier being with him. Fuelled with jealousy, Noah interpreted everything the wrong way, and assumed that she left him for Vaan, and that he was only a short infatuation. He didn’t want to believe her, but she clearly doesn’t feel or look comfortable around him, making him believe that she took him out of pity. Enraged, he spurned her, and told her that what happened between them was a mistake and that he should have never trusted her with his heart. Pen looked upset, and Noah was about to retrace what he said out of anger when he saw Vaan appear. Hardening his heart, he went away. Vaan who was clueless, went over to Pen and wanted to comfort her when Pen fainted in his arms.
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Date: 2007-09-23 02:33 am (UTC)In short, Pen was shocked and it was Vaan’s turn to faint. The idea of Pen having sex with that dreadful man (and definitely more than once to get herself pregnant) was too much for him to bear and it gave Vaan permanent brain damage. As for Pen, she was surprised as she didn’t expect that to ever happen, especially on the day she broke up with Noah. Along with this came the emotions of sadness, confused, worried, dread, but in the end, all she felt was relief and bittersweet. Vaan recovered from his shock, and saw Pen smiling, excited and alive (the past 2 months, Pen pretty much acts like a zombie, and Vaan brought her to the carnival just to cheer her up). The idea of abortion slipped away from Vaan, and he promised that he would protect her and her baby, even if he thinks the father is an ass.
One month down the lane (Pen: 4 months pregnant), Vaan decided that taking care of a deadly pregnant woman with bipolar mood swings, was a task from hell. Vaan had a lot of hellish moments, like Pen would be giggling about her being Dalmascan, and Noah being Landisern, while the baby was conceived in Archadia and that makes it an international baby, then… she’ll suddenly burst into tears and say that she’s worried that people would not accept her baby. And Vaan is paranoid about Pen’s safety, he flies his ship at snail pace, and whenever the ship jerks a little, he’ll be nervous if the impact would harm the baby.
Finally, after much thought, they both agreed that Pen’s condition is not suited for travelling, and after more brainstorming, Vaan decided to send Pen to a place where she’ll be safe and well-cared for during her term. The Dalmasca Royal Palace! So, they made an unexpected visit to Ashe – who eyed Pen’s stomach and cracked her knuckles at Vaan, she doubt Pen would share an intimate relationship with Vaan, and yet, clearly the father of the child was not around. Of course, she interrogates them, and Vaan explained that the baby’s father is JM Gabranth. To which, Ashe was very close to slaughtering Vaan, because for a brief moment she thought the father might be Basch. Pen saved Vaan by explaining that the baby is Noah’s and that she understand if Ashe wouldn’t want to care for her, as the child’s father was the man who once destroyed Dalmasca. Ashe pondered hard, really hard, she was torn by various reasons – she’s not concerned for Noah’s child, and yet, this baby is Basch’s nephew; she hated Noah for everything he is, but Pen is a dear to her and doesn’t deserve her fate – finally, Ashe reconcile with the idea that the child shouldn’t have to bear his father’s crimes and that both mother and child are innocent. With open arms, she took Pen under her wing.
When Pen’s term reached the 6th month, Vaan paid a visit to Noah (without Pen’s knowledge). He noticed that Pen always tries to put up a cheerful front for them, but she’s obviously miserable and lonely. Vaan then made up his mind that Noah should at least be responsible for his actions, and he’s not going to let him get away like the last time. Besides, Vaan knows how hard it is to live as an orphan, and how hard it would be for Pen to raise the child as a young single mother. And thus, he flew to straight to Noah’s office.
On this side of the world, the judges of the 9th bureau were having the worst time of their life, ever since Noah returned and switch places with Basch (who now serve as Larsa’s full-time bodyguard under ‘Gabranth’s personal recommendation, and he’s now known as Basch Gabranth? Whatever Basch becomes, his identity now is Gabranth’s distant relative).
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Date: 2007-09-23 02:34 am (UTC)And Vaan chose to make his entrance during this period of time, he basically told Noah’s secretary (Heimdall: one of the few people who knew Noah and Basch respectively, and have an inkling about Pen) that he had some business with their boss. When Vaan revealed that he’s here to discuss about Pen, Heimdall immediately barricaded the door and forbade Vaan to even bring up the name. Of course, Vaan threaten that he’ll either camp here or mist knack his way in if Noah refuses to see him. Heimdall step back and let Vaan have his way (while dialling 911: Basch’s personal distress code).
Vaan entered, Noah looked up. Both exchange equally powerful death glares, and Noah gave Vaan 5 minutes to speak up and then get out of his office. Vaan felt insulted and both of them swapped heated words. Soon, Vaan brought up the subject of Pen, and Noah just told him that Pen is none of his concern, and he doesn’t care nor bother whatever happens to her, or whoever she consorts with. Vaan lost it and attacked Noah, who was only too glad to find himself a punching bag, one that he’s been itching to smash ever since Vaan intruded into his and Pen’s life. Both men exchange blows, until Basch and Larsa came to the rescue, and pulled them away from each other. Basch restrain Noah, Heimdall held Vaan back, and Larsa stood in between to stop them from killing each other.
Vaan then provoked Noah by saying that he can now understand why did Pen left him for good, while Noah threatened Vaan, and said that Vaan better disappear before he does something he regrets. Somehow, Vaan blurted out that Pen is pregnant with Noah’s child, and next thing, he found himself pinned to the wall (yup, Basch was shocked and accidentally let loose of his grasp of Noah). Noah force Vaan to repeat himself, and Vaan told him that Pen is with child for six months. Proper mental calculation, that child is without doubt his. He bitterly mocked Vaan by saying that there’s no way to confirm the child is his, which earned a punch from Vaan, who stormed away, leaving behind some last words about Pen being sad.
Alone with Basch – who gave Noah a punch that he deserved first – both men had a heart-to-heart talk. Noah confessed about his relationship with Pen back at the village, but added that Pen left him without word. And Basch supposed that there’s more to the story, considering she did have an intimate relationship with him, that means he must have been special to her, and clearly whatever misunderstanding Noah had about Vaan and Pen wasn’t true. In the end, Basch advised him to seek out Pen once more to unravel the full truth, and to take both mother and child back with him, if he truly care and love them. Determined, Noah sought out Vaan and after a lot of apologizing, Vaan gleefully told him: Pen is at the Dalmasca Royal Palace, under Queen Ashe’s protective wing.
With his terrible records in Ashe’s books, it would take a miracle for Noah to enter the palace unscathed or leave the place alive, and Pen might be reluctant to meet him, thus, he convinced Vaan and Basch to join him. After some uneasy audience with the queen, who made it clear that he’s not welcomed and that she’s only bearing his existence because he’s here to make amends with Pen, and thankfully he brought Basch along (who’s practically his passport to Dalmasca) who manage to soothe Ashe’s wrath, Noah went off in search for Pen. But in order, not to scare her away, he pretended that he is Basch.
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Date: 2007-09-23 02:40 am (UTC)Understanding the truth, Noah regretted and wanted to apologize for all the wrong he did to her and make amends. But he was cut short when Pen asked him if he wants to feel the baby. When she related her tale, she noticed that he was very uneasy and quiet, therefore to make him feel more comfortable; she offered him the chance to touch the baby. Gladly, Noah took the opportunity and felt the baby kick when he put his hands on her belly. Noah felt extremely proud and excited, and Pen decided that the baby would be a boy.
At this moment, their private meeting was disrupted when Vaan barged in by mistake, and accidentally exposed Noah’s identity. Eyeing Noah and Vaan, she then wrenched the helm off Noah’s head and saw that he’s the scarless twin. Realizing she’s been duped, Pen went fuming mad and threw both men out of the room, neither of them dared to go against the Pen's wish, and scrambled out of the room. For the entire next month, Noah tried to reconcile with Pen, and to stop her from escaping from the palace. More than once, Pen fled the night but was always thwarted by Noah, Vaan or Basch. She avoided Noah at all cost, refusing to speak with him again, and Noah was distressed by her aloofness and unwillingness to accept him.
Around the Pen’s 7th month, Noah made a visit to Pen’s family grave, and since her parents were executed and the bodies weren’t returned. All he can do is visit a memorial erected for those who died during the war. There, he confessed his misdeeds, and what had actually happened that night. Although Noah went alone, Pen actually overheard his conversation with Basch previously about paying his respects to Pen’s parents, so she silently trailed him all the way.
Pen’s parents were one of the few people who opposed to the Empire’s occupation, and refused to cooperate with the Archadian soldiers, because they were bitter over their son’s death. While, Pen’s parents were not part of the resistance, they willingly supplied resources for the Dalmasca Knights’ Order during the war. As a result, they were arrested and imprisoned on both accounts, leaving Pen under the care of Migelo. These prisoners of wars were presumed to be dead, but in fact, they were secretly transferred to one of Dr Cid’s laboratory and treated as lab rats for the Nethicite experiments. Noah, as the JM of the 9th bureau, who is in charge on gathering and dissemination of information, was ordered to investigate the mysterious rumours regarding Dr Cid’s ‘experiments’ in Dalmasca. He made a covert trip to Dalmasca, and during his investigation, he came across one of the wagons transferring the failed subjects that were to be disposed. Seizing command of the wagon, he found Pen’s parents who were apparently still alive, but only barely. The couple begged him to bring them back to their only daughter, realizing this is their last chance to see their child, and for him to kill them before they lose their mind and harm her. Pitying them, he took them back, and the family reunite, but soon, the Nethicite in them took control and they went berserk, and Noah slain them before Pen was hurt. In the process of struggle, Pen was knocked out, and she woke up the next day to find that the doors to her home have been sealed and listed military property. She had lost both home and family in one night, believing it was the JM that destroyed her life.
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Date: 2007-09-23 03:07 am (UTC)When Pen heard about this, she was shaken, and that cause her to go into early labour (plus the fact that she was under pressure during her term), and Noah, who shocked to see her in pain, quickly rush her back to the palace. Hours later, a healthy baby boy was born, and both mother and child were safe. Noah was thankful, while Basch, Vaan and Ashe came over to Pen’s room to see the baby and congratulate the exhausted but contented mother.
Now, the midwife informed Pen that the baby should be fed, and Pen insist that she wants to breastfeed the baby herself. Three men – Basch, Vaan and Noah – tried to slink away from the room to give her privacy, only to be halted by the midwife which asked them who is the father of the child. Two accusing fingers point to Noah and the poor Judge stood forward. The midwife then turn back to Pen and ask her if she had any breastfeeding experience beforehand, to which she receives a negative reply. Then, the midwife explained that this might be a problem because it is hard to extract mother’s milk the first time, and though normally that won’t be a problem for a full term baby, it might be difficult for their child, because he is a pre-term baby, and still too weak to suck the milk out from his mother. Her only advice in this is to let the father suck the mother’s nipple until milk starts to flow before feeding the baby.
Vaan was traumatized, Basch was embarrassed, Ashe was blushing (while glancing furtively at Basch), Noah was light-headed and Pen was stunned. After a few moments, Pen politely asked everyone to excuse themselves and for Noah to stay and help. So Basch and Ashe dragged Vaan together with them and left the couple and their baby alone. Embarrassed and awkward – even for Noah whom honestly have never seen Pen nude – they did whatever that had to be done. When Pen breastfeed the baby, Noah sat behind Pen to support her, and they talked about the baby – counting how many fingers, comparing the baby features to themselves. Finally, Noah apologized and asked Pen to give him another chance to take care of her, he understood that there were too many painful ties of the past, but he told her that he loved her (finally!!) and wants a future with her. And it ends with Pen asking Noah, what he would like to name their child, and sealing the deal with a kiss.
And that’s all of it. The end!
Of course, in my own ridiculous mind, I did plot out the sequel of this story which takes place after they both return to Archadia, and more conflict rose when the nosy Archadian spread rumours about the young unwed woman at Gabranth’s household, Noah torn between work and family, Penelo who was learning to adapt to the Archadian ways, and being a parent. Also, when Penelo hears about Drace, Noah’s old flame… I think I should complete ‘LIB’ first before I even consider the sequel XD
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Date: 2007-09-25 07:47 pm (UTC)I don't know what else to say, but I look forward to how it all unravels too.
Ok, this part:
Her only advice in this is to let the father suck the mother’s nipple until milk starts to flow before feeding the baby.
(is in a fit of blushing here XD) I can actually see Vaan getting all flustered about it. And poor Basch is all red-faced. Awfully cute.
I can't wait to see you actually write it. I am so shameful! XD
Everything else is really lovely!
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Date: 2007-09-05 07:54 am (UTC)Noah, who was oblivious to everything that transpired, found Penelo gone. At first, he thought she went out to town for supplies, so he waited patiently for her return. Only to have Basch appearing at the door with a new nurse (a fussy moogle, this time). When Noah demanded about Penelo's whereabouts, Basch just told him that her 6 months contract had ended and she left with Vaan that morning. Noah, enraged and confused, stomped away from them and ends up crashing into the nearest furniture. Something that had not happened ever since Penelo lived with him ^^
Shall continue when I get back... need to buy felt cloth for my Basch and Ashe plushie XD If you see this post before I return, please tell me if the last night they share is even possible at all D: